
Bartolina started enjoying pole vaulting in high school because it made her feel like she could achieve and accomplish something, but there have been times when she hasn’t liked it as much. In 2005, she landed on her back during a run away from the pit. Healing physically took a while, but that paled in comparison to her mental recovery.
“I got to the point that year where I just couldn’t pole vault,” Bartolina said. “I got tired of trying to try, so basically I said, ‘Okay I quit for the rest of this season because if I don’t quit now, I won’t ever like it again.’ ”
That was in June. Bartolina said it was a hard time because she didn’t want to do it then, and she was just hoping that she would want to do it again later.
“It was scary because I wanted to get away from this thing that I’m supposed to love,” she said. “But I think everyone needs to get away from things a little bit when it’s really important to them, especially if it’s getting too stressful or too emotional. Give it a little break, and then you can see it in perspective better.”
Everything worked out well because Hurrican Katrina hit shortly after, and it would’ve been hard to be focused on pole vaulting during that time. Bartolina resumed training in October.
In 2008 before she made the Olympic team, Bartolina thought that year may be her last year of competition.
“You know I was 28,” she said. “I’d been pole vaulting for half my life. I thought, "How long are you gonna do this thing?" I was chasing a dream.”
Though in the back of her mind, Bartolina was thinking 2008 may be her last year as a professional pole vaulter, she was committed to having a good season. She didn’t get distracted by where she’d move on to if she retired, and that focus made all the difference. She improved her height by six inches and made the Olympic team, and everything changed.
In the midst of those changes, Bartolina overlooked an important part of her competition. Usually every fall, she gives herself the option to choose not to pole vault. That way she doesn’t have to if she doesn’t want to. But when she has made the decision, she’s committed for the year.
She didn’t do that last fall because she was on top of the world. Then she got hurt in January, and questions like “Do I even wanna be pole vaulting?” sneaked in. Bartolina believes part of that was because she broke her routine.
“I could’ve ended on going to the Olympics and having a good year, and move on,” she said. “That would’ve been okay, but I didn’t give myself the option, and I think in the spring I was like, ‘Here I am injured. I can’t compete. What am I doing?’ ”
Bartolina went through the process of asking herself if she wanted to move on. Her answer was no, so she followed the plan to get well.
This year has been similar to her year when Hurricane Katrina hit because she hasn’t been competing at all or training hard. Everything worked out well for her like in that year, too. Her husband and coach, Michael Bartolina, had back surgery, and she needed to take care of him. They were also able to build their pole vault facility. Those things wouldn’t have happened like they did had she been focused on pole vaulting.
“Everything happens for a reason,” Bartolina said. “God arranged things. Since I’m not competing, all this other stuff happened. And they were all things that needed to happen.”
Now her husband is healing, the pole vault club is going well and Bartolina is preparing to begin indoor competition and work toward the rest of her goals.
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